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    Yesterdays & Tomorrows

    None of us know our future – notta one of us. This is a strange pill for me to swallow, since I am a planner by design, by habit and even by profession. Rows and columns fill my days. However…there is this “other side” – the one that is an inveterate dreamer and desires to fly by the seat of my pants. Sometimes I indulge that side. It has reared its head recently. How I wish to embrace the wildness within. Are you with me? So I write today for those who feel stuck in the mud, or perhaps may have regrets about a hasty decision, or maybe neither of…

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    Haven in my Heart

    Driving out of DFW on a Friday afternoon is a cross between Kamikaze and Bumper Cars. Traffic moves at a hectic pace – and then suddenly comes to a skittering halt. Such it was when I headed out of “Dodge” on Friday afternoon. Thankfully, I was able to leave a little early so I wasn’t in the heat of the heaviest traffic. I was on my way to Haven… It’s funny how the things that mean the most sometimes cost the least – or least don’t necessarily wear fancy trappings. I find my friends Brad and Teffny to be one of the treasures of life…no doubt about that. I decided…

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    From the Swings

    So many things in my head today – many about Mom and Dad. I suppose it’s because in a few days Mom will have been gone for four years. Rather than be sad, I would like to celebrate her life. I know Papa won’t be jealous. In fact, I’m quite sure he will join my little memory party. For starters, here is an early recollection. Mom was slender and small boned. She loved to rock in her special rocking chair. I don’t know where they got the one she had when we were growing up, but it sat two – as long as you were only as wide as Mom.…

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    A Turning Point

    It was a beautiful autumn day. One where the sun seems to fire the burnished leaves with hidden light. The sky was as blue as a sapphire, and the temperature just cool enough to encourage exploration. This day marked a turning point, had she but known it. It was the first time in her entire life where she had been, as they say, “on her own” like this. There was no one to tell her where to go or what to do. It was Saturday, and her workload was caught up…and here she was, by herself in Washington, D.C. There was a vaguely uneasy sensation in the pit of her…

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    1467

    As anyone who knows me will tell you, I’m not a “numbers” kind of girl. However, this one – this seemingly bland 1467 is powerful. I have a fondness for it today because it is a number of days that are significant in my life. Let me tell you why. This not because I’m marking off on a wall calendar or anything, I just happened to have accidentally reset my Bible app the morning of my surgery, and ever since then it has been tallying up the days that have passed. Every day when I log in, I glance at the number and thank God for the gift of life…

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    Lessons Then & Now

    Some of us are able look back nostalgically on our childhood. Thankfully, I am such a person. I know others who are not as fortunate as I, and I am sorry. Today is about how then has become now… My early days were insulated and happy. Sure, like all families, we had our “moments” but mostly things were orderly and respectful. The foundations of love, faith and hope were front and center. Mom and Dad worked hard…without complaining. Looking back, sometimes I wonder how on earth they accomplished working, raising a family, renovating a 100+ year old farmhouse, while still having time for things like ping-pong or pinochle. Here are…